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2009-05-17T01:31:00.006+08:00

MOVED TO TZIAAA.COM

yes, thanks to nuffnang, I got my own domain.

see you there.

I will no longer be blogging @ tziaaa.blogspot.com.

check out all my new posts @ TZIAAA.COM

LOK LOK!

2009-05-13T16:02:00.009+08:00

it seems like it's just yesterday when I got so excited as holiday is just one week ahead. come back to the reality, it's ending, in one or two weeks time. well, holidays just have to come to the end. *big big sigh*

& the big thing is, I will be leaving subang and go to Kampar to continue my degree course. craps!

what I did during this holiday?

communicating with family and have a great time with them, photoshoot sessions with awesome photographers, non-stop yum cha sessions, working on my wordpress, events, shopping... & yea, stoning session.

went out twice with my so called best friend, and yea, with her boyfriend along. Nothing much except for stoning session. i know, she made effort to make me not left out, but yea, I still do. worst come to worst, I kept going out with 2 pairs of couple in a time, which make the outings a complete stoning session.

1st time, I ran away by calling up my friend to fetch me out for yumcha session.

2nd time, adele & jiashin rescued me. yea.

after that, I didn't go out with them anymore. It's extremely arkward, couples flirting beside you, and all you could do is stone. You couldn't say anything, because they are your best friends. It's somehow the first time, i felt so dejected.

I hardly able to talk to them. It's like, when I talk, their boyfriends will shut up.

Till i shut up, they will only start talking. That's when i truly understand what a "light bulb" is.

gossips? girls talk? never.

What more when I really wish to have a talk with them, it's just so close to impossible.

in my dream, maybe.

I gave up, lovey-dovey outings, i should never be included anymore. boyfriend always come 1st, I know YOU well enough. ever since the last time. hmmm. Yes, it's disheartening. &, you know i am selfish. my bad. ugh.

Well, I then started going out with single ladies in the town instead, adele & melissa.

gossips & girls talk as usual. they even took my LOKLOK virginity. lol.

yea, went out quite often with this two ladies these days.

yumcha, gossips, desserts, loklok session, and pasar malam. & I enjoyed.

Forgotten to bring my camera out, so yea,
those without watermarks were take using my lousy nokia 5800 phone camera.

1st night, yumcha @ old town, taipan.

then, my 1st ever lok lok session.

followed by "tong-sui" session.

sweet stuff, me likey.

Adele the lame ass queen, never failed to make me laugh.

you will never know I was so freaking emo, over so many stuff, & you just make me laugh. thanks.

oh yea, thanks, Melissa.
She is kind enough to drive us all around with her pretty swift. ;)

The next day, Ah tong told melissa that chaoyang/ss2 got pasar malam.

and so, the three of us, melissa, adele & me, excited went down to PJ.

Adele suffered a lot in the car, cause she has to pee, but, ha, no stop for her. We even tortured her by lower the air-cond temp, make her laugh and tickle her. Gone case, she start jumping in the car, yes, jumping & yelling for help.

camwhore. still.
but, adele lost her skill.

a better one, perhaps.
but someone want her face to be mosaic.

Finally, reached ss2, dropped adele at some mamak's toilet.
Waited till she's done, we headed to pasar malam.

& HA! No pasar malam. craps. CURSE ah tong!
Drove all the way back to Subang again, because we know that there's a pasar malam behind 3k.

3k pasar malam.

lok lok again, shyt, I got addicted.
but ugh, this lok lok is not nice!
fried food.

ok now,
jin long pau or dai gao min?

Melissa and I call it jin long pau all the while,
but that stubborn adele insist it's call dai gao min.

herbal tea, my favorite.

cakes & tarts.

I bought the green & yellow lil tarts home,because,
it's way too cute, couldn't resist.

after that, yumcha with those two again, @ old taste, ss15.

& as for today, I went night swim with jiashin and adele @ saujana club house, will update tomorrow.

stay tune.

p.s. - he went back to his hometown. ugh, i wonder when will I be seeing him again. *sigh*

I miss those moments we 3 used to have.
cheers.

離開

2009-05-12T22:36:00.001+08:00

屢次想要掙脫這可惡的名銜，

屢次想要放棄這也許永遠都浮不上面的愛情，

卻一次又一次地被你給挽住了。

你的挽留，與你所給予的信心。
使我莫名接受各種艱難的考驗。

也使我傷痕累累。

當傷口不再疼痛，意識著它已淡化成傷痕。
傷痕，也將會被時間沖淡。

感情也何不是即使如此？

總有一天，我會松脫你為我綁上的心繩，然后離開。
這一次的離開，不會有道別。

因為害怕再次被挽留下來。

-完-

Happy mother's day

2009-05-10T23:51:00.016+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

flowers, card & a lil present for the best mother.
thanks mom, just, thanks for everything.

card making process :

together with my baby sister we completed this cute card.
a unique family tree and appreciations wrote in traditional chinese. ;)

媽，母親節快樂。
謝謝您，無怨無悔地為我們付出了那么多。
除了想在這特別的日子里向你獻上萬分謝意，
也想要您好好照顧身體，需知道，
我們想在更久更久的時間里，從您拿得到愛。
面對你的愛，我們都變得很貪心。

yes, 母親節快樂，媽。

Woke up 7 in the morning on mother's day, then headed to Seremban to visit my grandmother together with parent and sister.
Brother didn't join us because he has to go for tuition. how sad? tution on mother's day.

my grandmother with her all-white hair.

Daddy bring her out for breakfast.
Went to a stall which is famous for their finger licking good fish porridge.

also, featured in ho chak!

the fish is fresh, and the porridge is subtly tasty.

fish porridge + steamed fish = rm54.
I think it's quite a reasonable price, as it's really satisfying.

There's also a stall selling home made soups.
I rate it 7.5/10, it's rm3 per bowl.

dumplings?

that place is said to be famous with their wantanmee too.
everyone seems to love it, except for me.

It's just ok for me.

rm2.80/plate.
great price, no?

lil niece of mine, I am surprise on how much she loves fish.

auntie with my nieces and newphew.

a photo of my parent, ok, mom is not ready.

i asked my dad to pose with the peace sign again, but he refuse too.
he gave me this @#$%&*! face in return. yea.

After breakfast, we fetched them home and chilled awhile over there.
Left and reached home on late noon, rest a lil, then we were out again for mother's day dinner.

buffet dinner @ sheraton hotel.

variety of fresh seafood.

sibling's favorite.

tempting lines of desserts. my favorite.
I especially love the warm chocolate cake. yumm!

fruits.

also, some other main course foods, local delights, and cold dishes were served.
However, I still find it lack selections in compare to the last time I visit.
Even the taste wise, I am also not really satisfied. Ugh, desserts is the only attraction to me.

my brother who is crazily in love now.
looking at him non stop smsing, make me thought of the past me. yea.

daddy mummy.

do you parents hold hands when they are walking?
my parent do. ;)

Sister and me got out stomach filled quite fast. Headed to the washroom after that.
It has been quite awhile since the last time I camwhore with this baby sister of mine.

so yea, bare with me. ;)

& once again, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, ma.
I love you. & hope that you enjoyed your day, ;)

with love..

LG blog launch party

2009-05-09T15:40:00.018+08:00

so yea, I attended lg blog launch yesterday.
the theme of the launch party is angelic white and devilish red.

&, I went as an angel.
with halo and wings.

It's held at Metropol Bar, KL.

the place is well decorated with balloons.

a photo of me with the LG backdrop.

I went there with adele, the lame ass devil.

and also the angelic monwei.

thanks Howard, for the ride there.

a group photo of 4 of us.

the 1st camwhore kaki I met, zoey .

devil with giraffe ~~horn~~ ears.
isn't that cute enough?

LG, life's good.
photo courtesy to Howard.

We were the early birds, the event starts on 8p.m., but we reached there by 7.30p.m.
There's not much people, and so, we, the girls decided to loiter in the washroom.

mirror is always girls' bestfriend. ;)
it helps to ensure my fat face is captured.

Went back to the venue, saw someone with his face painted red.
I was like, "whuaao, who's that weih?!"

I looked at him, and he gave me a smile. I stoned.
I ask Adele whether I know him, later on, found out that he's actually jovi.

red devil.

Then, I bang into Nicholas.

He's in white but black devil horn.
confused angel/devil, perhaps.

the most charming male angel of the night, Robb.
woots.

Zues, the good looking dude,
he should have dress up.

Finger food served before the event officially starts.
sushi, cupcakes, grill cheese scallop?

mini cupcakes, me likey.

angel got to eat too.

Jacthe olym-biatch.

credits to howard.

After awhile, it's time for the official launching for Lg Blog.
I did not get to capture any photos. why?

that place is crowded with photographers with banyak canggih punya dslr,
all i could get is the head of LG managing director, TY. Ko when he's giving speech. ugh.

*prove*

Yatz!

carol with her born-to-be angelic face.

Pamsong,
from her blog, I got to know that she actually tailored part of her costume herself.

sexy devils shacking their asses off in a dancing competition.
uh, I learned that devil can dance really well.

Simon the devil/shrek too, was shacking his ass.
but sadly, the ladies out stand him.

Then, chilled around and met plenty of bloggers which dressed up so nicely.
also, enjoyed the free flow alcohol. ;)

Yenniedoll

I wanted to go as an devil initially,
& I "almost" get the same dress as the one she was wearing. ;)

a very sweet girl that I actually forgotten her name.
ugh, my bad. if you ever read this, drop me a comment yea. ;)

Hitomi, yennie doll, yours truly, together with greg.

Tianchad.
horn on neck uh, cool! lol.

also. Jonathan with two glasses of liqour on hand. ha.

my guest, the "fucked up" devil, Cassidy.
looking good, especially with the red contact lens.

my not-so-evil devil, Jiaseng.
blur photo. because that person who took this is almost drunk.

drunk-tart Micheal, and the very cute ~~leehom~~ Kit.

the ladies, adele, Bell, & me together with sexy DJ, Serena C.

The crowd.

eh, see what Yatz is looking at..... hmmm.

The event continue with the best-dressed competition.

Where the purest angel, and the most wicked devil will be walking away with a 32'' Full HD LCD Tv!

Also, the Confused Angel and the Out of Place Devil will be bringing home an Lg phone. awesome eh?

Not much photos were captured, because...

- too many pro photographers with dslr in front of me
and, I was nominated. yea, surprisingly.

I only got one photo of the normitor, which is, Robb.

k now, look at my cute until cannot go punya face. craps.
credits to jiaseng.

& the thing is, I did not win.

winner of the purest angel, the beautiful Kim.

& the sesat sizzling hot devil who went M.I.A when she is called up to stage.
yes, she's Tey Cindy.

& her friend, another hot stuff.
I wish I have those cuts when I am in cheongsum.

yes, dream on, tzia.

this one is the best la I tell you,
because.. till now I don't know who he is. yes, wtf.

& the most wicked devil goes to,
Redmummy, she's so freaking red till I couldn't recognize her when I first saw her.

she surely deserve the title.

pink pork chop who doesn't want to look like her brother.
ha, cute one.

Little cicak, who finally said hie to me, after so long.

dustyhawk, no free hugs?

angel Jamie, gorgeous as usual.

As you people know devils and angels are always enemy.
so yea, as expected, there's a conflict between the angel and devil on the night.

once upon a time, they slapped each other.

but luckily, slowly the devil got influenced by the angel,
and start blowing kisses to human beings.

in the end, conflict solved,
& they became the best friend and live happy ever after.

the end.
lame. I know.

Last but not least, closed up camwhore shots of the night.

I look like a sober, and he's freaking happy.
what's wrong?

& this is the reason why I love dslr.
photography credits to howard, again.

I left early due to the curfew set by my parents, yea.
went yumcha with Cassidy, the he fetched me home. ;)

oh yea, nice meeting you, Cassidy.

I love being an angel, and I definitely had fun that night.
how bout you?

cheers.

原來，只是夢。

2009-05-08T15:43:00.002+08:00

你說你愛我，你說我是你的未來。
你說你和她的故事已無法寫下去。

你，想握住未來，卻不肯放下過去。

時間，你說你需要時間。
我會等，等到你不再給我信心等下去。

我會等，等到當期望都變成失望的時候。

那天，你牽著我的手，說我是你的唯一。
我笑了。你說能看到我笑是你的榮幸。

我，笑得更燦爛了。

可惜，那所有的一切都只是夢。
夢醒了，又要回到現實去。

但，謝謝夢，一次又一次地為我打了強心針，要我別放棄。

-待續-

photography credits to SK.

have you McValue Lunch’ed this week?

2009-05-06T15:43:00.003+08:00

Dear earthlings, have you McValue Lunch’ed this week?

Yea, rm5.95 McValue Lunch is now available every day, Yes, I said, EVERY DAY! Which means you will be able to enjoy McValue Lunch every day, including weekends and public holidays from 12pm to 3pm. Also, McValue lunch is NOW available through McDelivery. (Previously was only through Dine-In, Drive-Thru and Take-Away.)

I didn’t believe it when I 1st saw it. And so, that day when I was starving and home alone (T_T) I dialed 1300-13-1300 and tried ordering McValue Lunch through delivery, not knowing if it was available. And yes! McValue Lunch is now available through McDelivery :D

I thought it would take up quite some time for the food to be delivered. But surprisingly no, it’s delivered to my doorstep in just 15 minutes. So lucky and how convenient!

& here’s the menu -

Let me repeat myself again, incase, you thought that it’s a typo error.

McValue Lunch is only RM5.95 AND it’s now available through McDelivery, Dine-In, Drive-Thru and Take-Away EVERYDAY which means 365 days per year from 12pm-3pm. With only RM5.95 you will be able to enjoy a scrumptious lunch. Awesome, yes?

Also, to add on to your benefits, from 27th April onwards…

Besides the usual McChicken med meal, and the Filet-O-Fish med meal, Mcdonalds had just added in 3 other varieties into the McValue Lunch. Which is the:

Big Mac med meal - RM7.95
Spicy Chicken McDeluxe med meal - Rm7.95

How great, no? Ok, other than that, there will be a McValue Lunch blogger contest which will be running now until the 31st of May 2009. The grand prize is the brand new iPhone 3G with 6 months contract from Maxis! I waaant!

What you need to do is…

Take a video of yourself with the theme "Have you McValue Lunch'ed this week" as creative as possible. & that’s all. Easy, no? Alright, here’s a video of mine:

I had just McValue Lunch’ed this week, how about you ;)

Have you McValue Lunch’ed this week?

親愛的

2009-05-04T19:18:00.008+08:00

親愛的，

我習慣了，獨自哭泣。
我習慣了，自己包扎傷口。

因為，明白，

你，是她的他。
你，不屬于我。

雖然，
我好像明白得太晚了。

。。

I cried early in the morning, right after I wake up with no particular reason.
called him, laughed, but feeling even depressed. wtf, i know. but, yea.

got myself up from bed, dressed up, accompanied brother to get his new phone.
then, brother sister went for tuition.

Instead of staying at home, rotting in front of my computer,
i decided to do a lil shopping.

LG launch - white angel or sexy red devil?
i chose to be an angel this time.

all this cost me less than rm50. yea.

loitered around popular bookstore for an houror more.
got myself a book, a very cute one, entitled, 《可不可以不勇敢》。

my sister say it looks like tadika text book. wtf.

“我想依計劃遠行，暫時遺忘思念。
但你們都明白，想去的地方叫逃避。”

photoshoot session with adele.

2009-05-03T20:57:00.011+08:00

放棄，總得要先放下。

“放下不是忘记，
而是珍藏在心。”

had this photoshoot few weeks back,

& this is the 1st time, i actually have my friend along.
a different experience that i enjoyed much, and i love the output pretty much. ;)

here you go,

ugh, my white blend into the background.

“你知道, 我這邊幾點嗎？
你知道，我等了多久嗎？”

-敷米漿

photographed by SK.

cheers.

specky specky

2009-05-02T17:44:00.010+08:00

this particular photo of mine, somehow,
have the taiwanese 非主流 feel. lol.

下一次的離開，
不再會有道別。

；）

。。。

Thrusday,

i went for a medical check up with mom.

then, waichun together with shinyee came pick me up and we headed to pyramid.
meet up with michelle and adrian.

yes, i became a light bulb of those two pairs. paiseh gilerr.

sat down, and start the stoning session myself.
seriously, I never knew I am so good in stoning. wtf. =.=

still, i m glad that I met up with those two pompuan again, after so long. yea.

the couple, and the soon-to-be couple.

after awhile, i decided to leave, couldn't survive in such atmosphere.
went to PDA Arena, hang out & bullshit much there.

Then, my long lost friend, chin yong hui came pick me up.
went to fetch adele , and then, the 3 of us headed to Summit.

my favorite, tongyuan + soya. slurrppps.
I don't understand why adele hated it so much.

After that, yumcha session at old town with adele, jason voon & friends.
bullshit a lil more with adele, then, Nickman came pick me up for dinner.

kns him, he was driving without license.
i thought i am dying, thanks God, I survived. fuhhh.

Friday,

went to Mcd and did an advertorial video together with adele.

& yes, this is adele.
this was taken some time ago, during a photoshoot session.

Saturday, which is today,

i went for a photoshoot, with sky and kevin the photographers.
indoor shoot with awesome lighting, satisfied with the shoot.

hopefully, i will be getting my photo soon. ;)

Borrowed the big glass-less spec from rhino for photoshoot purpose.
photographers say i look good and somehow pose better with specs on.
kevin even suggested me to wear it 24/7.

oh yes, i definitely love the specs.
rhino, ever thought of present it to me? LOL.

Tuning into..
Marie Didby's Stupid for you.

Panasonic, Ideas for life ;)

2009-04-29T22:32:00.014+08:00

Morning call from Nicholas on 8.30a.m., got ready and he pick me up from my house, together with Shinyee we headed to Sunway Pyramid for the Panasonic Revolution ’09 event on 9a.m.

Reached, and met up with the other bloggers, Audrey, Pamsong, and Karen.

We were then told that 5 of us, will be participating in an photography competition and the winner will bring home a brand new Lumix G1, which cost rm2999. *jaw dropped*
All 5 of us were given a Lumix G1 camera, as we will be taking photos with it. It looks like a DSLR, but it isn’t one. However, it produces DSLR camera photo quality.
Sadly, none of us had function such camera before. Lol.

Also, we were given a hoodie look-a-like Puma sweater with other blog link sew on it. Cool, yes?

Besides, we were also given a Subway’s coupon which allows us to have sandwich of our choice as breakfast over there.

“… wear comfortable clothing and comfortable footwear as you will be moving around a lot during the photography competition….” – A message from Nicholas.

I ignored the massage complety, and I actually wore heels there.

ZOMG yea. I thought we will be moving around in only a small area. Never thought we will be RUNNING around the whole Pyramid.

I end up getting a pair of new flats.

After we are all done with our breakfast and stuff, someone from Panasonic guided us how to use the camera. It’s unexpectedly user friendly. ;)

The first thing we did after we learned how to use the camera is CAMWHORING. Haha, bloggers marr.

From top left to bottom right : Shinyee, Audrey, Pamsong, and Karen.

Photography competition started off on 12.30p.m.

We were given a list of hints which we are supposed to sort the answers out by outselves and took a photo of it in 2 hours time. & below are the photos taken by Lumix G1.
Ohyea, there’s someone following us through out the competiton. But he/she is not allowed to help us to help us to sort out the answers. He/she is only allowed to answer either YES or NO.

Top view of the three Panasonic, Ideas for Life event spot.

Then, the place that allows you to play tennis, boxing, etc…

Largest of it kinds, 150” World’s Largest Plasma Display Panel.

The miniature buildings.

Also, required to took a photo of someone skating motion.
I got this photo by asking a random guy to skate in circle in front of me. Lol. if you ever read my blog, thanks!

Then again, I randomly asked someone if she could be in my photo.
& she agreed, very kind of her. Sunway Lagoon’s view from Starbucks.

Panasonic blender, anyone? It’s only rm99, FYI. ;)

There’s one that required us to get to the makeup section in one of the Panasonic booth and took a before after photo of ourselves styling our hair.

That’s pretty challenging, as I had never use a curler before.

Simply twist and turn. A friend of mine which is working as a professional hair stylist in Snips tried to help me but he is not allowed to. So yea, the result:

The part that I dislike the most is the one that require us to get inside here and with the use of the tripod stand, set the self timer, and take a photo of you inside it.

I failed, badly.

A photo of the Lion Head.

This is taken at Sunway Hotel.
It isn’t easy to climb up there and take a 10s self timer shot. Arghh.

Latest model of it kinds, if I am not mistaken.

The toughest part is no other than looking for the IA MASCOT.
I run and chase after it, until I fell down and got a big patch of blue black on my knee and hand.

Lumix g1, I love you.

There’s one section that I missed out. Blame my phone for not receiving the Bluetooth message.
After 2 hours, the competition officially ended. I would say the competition is definitely aspiring without losing the fun in it. Running up and down around Pyramid, approaching strangers, taking photos using the brand new Lumix G1… No doubt, I enjoyed throughout the competition. ;)
The best part is that we were also brought to ZEN Sushi to have our lunch.

Bloggers will never stop taking photos no matter how tired they are, yes?

Candid by Nicholas :

smile, people.

Audrey looks so cute here. teehee.

A more decent one of all 5 of us ;)

& Nicholas.

We were given chance to pick whichever lunch se we like from the menu.

Mouth watering, yes?

We were also served with desserts. Girl’s all time favorite.

Waffle with ice cream.

Definitely sweet.

After we filled up our stomach with scrumptious food, we got back to the panasonic booth again.
Selected and submitted our best shots, we loitered around the booth and camwhore a lot a little while waiting for the winner to be announced.

As usual, Shinyee go M.I.A.

Finally, the result is at judgment feet, all of us were invited to the stage. Everyone were so eager to know who is going to be the winner and bring home the brand new Lumix G1 camera.
Deng deng deng deng, the MC then announced the winner of the competition, which is…

~~Tan Tzia Tzia~~…

PAM from tinkitalks!! Congrats! ;)

Even though the rest of us failed to win the camera home, we were given 3 big begs of goodie begs.
& the experience is surely enjoyable and unforgettable.

Thanks Panasonic.

It’s such a great weekend.

Panasonic, Ideas for life ;)

nokia music express 5800

2009-04-29T21:26:00.008+08:00

short update :

i am a happy girl.

because my final exam is officially over. woohoo!
p.s. - surprisingly, my psychology paper turns out to be not so bad. ;)

& & &,

i got myself a new baby! teehee.

nokia music express 5800.
got my garmin installed too, thanks PDA Arena. ;)

cheers.

KL food search

2009-04-27T14:15:00.005+08:00

sister have some history project to be completed. and one of her task is to take a photo with the historical building she is doing research on. She chose, 陳氏書院。

therefore, we, daddy, mummy, sister and I went to KL on Sunday morning.
brother didn't join us, he went for his basketball.

task completed.

got caught camwhoring. real candid.

After that, we started off our eating journey,
had the infamous cheecheongfun at madras lane.

featured by 阿賢人情味, Astro AEC some time ago.

the rice noodles is very nice in terms of its texture.
but, i do hope they can give extra sauces the next time.

rm2/plate.

dad had a bowl of curry laksa noodles, with a lot of vegetables and pig skin.
delicious, he said.

rm5/bowl.

Then, we went walk around the petaling streets, in search of, FOOD again.

what's famous around petaling street?

air mata kucing - my parent's favorite. it's very refreshing. I love it.
sei ngan chye roast duck - for my auntie, it's a must eat. but we didn't try it that day.
koon kee wan tan mee - wanted to try it out, but it's not open yet.

& also the ma chi sell by an old auntie.

featured by ho chak!

she let us try a big piece of ma chi.
trying finish it in a few bites. she then teased us for being too gentle.
she asked us to put the whole big piece in the mouth instead.

& asked, "does it stick to your teeth?"
and amazingly, NO.

she has been selling mo chi for more than 50 years. ;)

My heart was capture by the colorful steamed blended glutinous rice.
wanted to try the ribena favor, but mom chose the original one. ugh.

delicious candy snack pounded with peanuts, sesampe and sugar.
rm5/box.

a old fashioned barber shop/stall.

irresistibly, i took a photo of it.
& i got shoo away, politely by the barber.

he said he is afraid that his customer will not like it.

walk around, and did a lil shopping around the shop lots.
then, dad proceeded by driving us to pudu KL. He turn into a lane full with paper and printing shops.

I were like.. ern, pa, where are we heading to actually？

"eat." he answered and stop by beside a printing shop.
"neh, the shop opposite there." he continued.

So yea, we went eating AGAIN.

restaurant yap hup kee, at off pudu, KL.
hakka yong tow foo.

variety choices of yong tow foo ready for picking.
rm0.80/piece.

there have the unusual salted egg yolk fried wantan,

which I have never seen it before this.

family.

i love this chee cheong fun which topped with fried pounded dried shrimps.
though its texture is not as smooth as the one I had earlier.

rm2/plate.

suikow/dumplings stuffed with minced pork and prawns.

minimum order - RM7.00 for 5 pieces

fried yong tow foo.

After satisfying our stomach.

I headed to PJ Mcd for a revision session.
& this time, he is the one waited for me. ;）

I went for a night swim after that.
I still able to finish up 50m of butterfly*slow one*. bout 100m? ugh.

I have no more stamina. sigh.

p.s. - i have no idea why my posts are mainly on foods when it's exam period.

The day you finally decide to love me will be
the day i stop chasing you.

final maths exam

2009-04-25T17:50:00.006+08:00

i had my mathematics exams just now. yea i know it's saturday.
gloomy, gloomy, gloomy saturday. ugh.

exam is on two in the afternoon.
i reached campus on 9 in the morning, sit down, opened books, then, bullshitted around with maggie.
till 12pm, we kinda started off our serious revision.

it's something big. because a maths idiot like me was exceptionally calm.
i have that kind of mind set that things will be just fine since i have been good, attendeded all lecture classes and tutorial classes, also, finished all my homework okay. yea wtf.

things seems to be perfectly fine. i even chose to sit in the 1st sit in the exam hall.
how confident. FUHHHH!

opened the paper. then, reluctantly work on it.

1st question, there's only one small part that I am not able to answer. not so bad. yes.

2nd question, hahahaha, I can do weih. LMAO!
i smile, i smile and i smile, just can't stop smiling.
Thanks God, the examiner did not saw me smiling so weirdly, otherwise, I will be in the mental hospital now, most probably.

3rd question, quite complicated, I spent quarter of the time doing this question.
still, not so bad after all, even thought I failed to answer the what-so-ever central tendency part.

& i continue with my 4th question.

i laughed, AGAIN!

but this time it's because I cannot do. yes. I don't even understand the question.
crazy shyt, i swear I had never came across this type of question, neither in my lecture classes nor tutorial classes.

b-l-a-n-k. yes, question 4 takes up 25 marks.
how great?

3+3+4+3+4=20 say bye bye to my pitiful 20 marks. that 20 marks, is for those that I did not answer.
what about those careless mistakes? you will do the counting. *smack forehead*+*close eyes*

i will not fail this paper, that's for sure.
B? I will be very gutted if I didn't get it.
A? i will be praying exremely hard, since there might still 0.00000000000000001% of chance that I might get it. yes. wtf i know.

alright, time for psychology study.
or maybe, I should just take a rest today. and get things started tomorrow. ughhhhh!!

I guess I shall look at the brighter side, yea, my holidays, is about to start.

Din Tai Fung

2009-04-23T16:16:00.006+08:00

" primary takes 5-8 subjects per test or exam.
while secondary takes 10-15 subjects.
and college takes around 5-10 subjects.
this causes the world to lose a huge amount of paper & trees.
Do you know a mid term exam use up 150 trees?
Save the earth. SAY NO TO TEST & EXAM. " - a forward message.

How true.

Besides, I am now having my one week study week, which idontknowhow turns into a gain weight week.
I had consumed a shocking amount of food this week, alternating between french fries and chocolates.
Kononnya, to release stress. ughh.

& now, I will be blogging about FOOD again. wth.

A restaurant I went with a friend of mine the other day, name DIN TAI FUNG, the dumpling house which located at The gardens, Mid Valley.

Din Tai Fung, Taiwan originated chinese chain restaurant
which has branches all over the world. yea.

nothing over fancy on the decorations,
but the overall ambience is good, simply cosy. i like it.

there's also several pretty taiwanese waitresses working there.
They are probably the prettiest waitress I ever seen. ;)

sliced ginger & marinated cucumber.

Silken tofu with pork? floss and salted eggs toppings.
rm12.50++, if i'm not mistaken.

It's a great combination of
the pork floss, salted egg and cold served white tofu.
I adore the sweet and salty taste of it. ;)

It's supposed to serve together with the century egg.
but well, my friend, doesn't like the century egg.

Fried rice with shrimps.
srumptious? yes.

I didn't try this, therefore, I couldn't comment much.

fyi, they use japanese rice for this dish.

whoosh, studying weih. EXAM marr.
*bullshit, that's just another new novel I got*

Overall, this place is kinda a good place to have lunch/dinner.
The food is good, and served fast, and most importantly, the price is quite reasonable.

I'll be bringing my dad, the next time.
He loves tofu. ;)

Lot LG-207, Lower Ground Floor,
The Gardens, Mid Valley City,
Lingkaran Syed Putra, 59200, Kuala Lumpur
TEL:60-3-2283-2362

P.S. - Exam causes my life to be pretty lifeless.

I guess the same goes to my ex-boyfriend, who recently created an attention seeking blog. yes.
hello ex, I help you to gain a lil attention by crediting you. ;)

rants

2009-04-21T23:43:00.004+08:00

I was super emo.

- cause i scolded my close friend with harsh words which I never did raise my voice at her before this.
- cause i "misunderstood" my best-est friend.
- cause i realize my heart beating extremely fast when other people punya boyfriend is beside me. yea. wtf.
- cause i have the worst photographer in this world.
- cause i will be having exam this saturday & I am so not prepared.
- cause i was not happy.

Things got better when,

wayshean brought me out. I cried out all my sourness.
I said I want to smoke and drink, but it all ended up with a glass of honey lemon.

adele and melissa came look for me, just in time.
cheer me up a little more.

& the best part is, I read sweatli's blog and everything got so much better.

things will be better.
yes, definitely.

;)

study week

2009-04-20T18:54:00.011+08:00

我很自私, 浮不上面的愛情，我不要。
但這次，好像，出軌了。

。。。

No class today, but still I woke up on 6 in the morning.
Got prepared, and mom fetched me to seksyen 14 Mcdonalds.

Got the day kicked off by a cup of hot milo.

Met up with jiaseng there.
Initially a blogger friend of mine that I met in nuffnang music bash party who is also studying in UTAR, therefore, he now turns into my study companion.
fyi, exam is in few days time. yea.

He is a blogger, swimmer, coach, & also a king scout.
me likey.

but girls, he's taken. yea.
not by me, of course.

got my head knocked 2378263187631726831 times by him just because I am not concentrating.
o-u-c-h!

hardworking?

have a closer look instead. lol.

still, no doubt, he's the most hardworking study companion I ever had. yea.

While he was studying...

- I loitered around Mcd.
- I kept taking photos of him, and annoyed him 99.
- I camwhored.
- I conteng-ed and drew pig on his paper.
- I changed his phone's wallpaper to Leah Dizon's photos. whoosh!

But hell, he is so determine to do his revision.
He gave me the cock stare and knocked my head, asked me to concentrate.

so yea, I gave up disturbing him, & studied, a little.
how nice of him. wtf.

& when I start to seriously concentrate.
He told me I am scary when I really concentrate. Heh, I know.

& for God knows why, Seksyen 14 Mcdonalds always have some weird people hanging around there.
remember the weird indian fellow I once mentioned in my previous post?

Today, I saw another weird Chinese uncle.

He stand in front of the mirror combing his hair for 8172648176481648372618 hours.
Then, he washed his hair using the detergent there. yea.

~~Reno~~Rhino joined us later on.
Oh, I miss his huge glass-less specs.

I told him he looks like some crazy professor.;)

Ryan joined us too, much more later.

They did some charity by donating money to the needs.

This is what the kind hearted kids got in return. ;)

That's all, and guess I should now go back to my maths revision. ;)

p.s. - I thought you know you are the one I care and worry the most right after my family.

Malaysia Philharmonic Orchestra

2009-04-19T14:32:00.011+08:00

Music expresses that which cannot be not be said

and on which it is impossible to be silent.

- Victor Hugo

Yesterday was the most rushed day ever.

Went to some driving talk together with monwei on 7.30a.m.
It's friggin boring, expected though.

During amali talk, we followed this old uncle.

Others were talking about the car engines and stuff.
& this cute old uncle is talking to us about some life experiences in a very humorous way.

how interesting. ;)

Reached home on 4.30p.m.

Bathed, got changed & make up. By the time I am done, it's already 5.45p.m.
*gosh, I am already rushing like hell*

OH YEA.
yesh, I GOT MY SELF A PAIR OF INVITES TO THE MPO!!!
Thank you, nuffnang!

Then, waited for monwei to get ready. Make sure that we both look presentable.
Mummy then fetched us to the KTM Station. Reached KL Sentral on 7.30p.m., we are supposed to collect of MPO tickets from the MPO box office by 8p.m. sharp. Realizing that we are already late, and will have no time for dinner, we went to Starbucks to grabbed a drink at KL Sentral. With our heels and drinks on our hand, we rushed to the train counter to get ourself a pair of tickets to KLCC.

& brilliantly, we were stopped by the guard, he said:" NO DRINKS ARE ALLOWED".

No choice, takkan I threw my drinks away. I only had a sip or two. =( I then simply went to a cafe nearby, grabbed a bottle of mineral water, poured off all the water inside, and filled it with my hot chocolate! Then, put the bottle inside monwei's beg.

My ~~Spritzer~~ Starbucks's hot chocolate.

Her Iced chocolate can be easily hide by putting it into the beg,
as it doesn't spills easily. yea. lucky ass.

By the time we reached KLCC, it's already 8p.m.
I got a little nervous, because we were already late.

& My mind stuck, I couldn't remember how to go to the MPO box office. I have no idea where the thought of MPO is at the convention center came from. But without the 2nd thought, together with monwei, we were running with our HEELS, all the way from KLCC to the convention center. Then monwei was like :" eh, tzia, I don't remember the MPO is held here. are you sure it's here?"

We then asked the clueless guard, and he directed us to the 3rd floor of the convention centre. Reached there, saw some events were held up there, asked the ushers, and we were told that the MPO box office is in the KLCC, not the Convention center.

How great.

Run all the way back to KLCC again. Hell, It's already 8.15p.m.
& I suddenly thought of Salvatore Ferragamo, the last time when I came for the MPO with my classmates, we were lost too. & one of my classmates called the MPO box officer was told to find Salvatore Ferragamo, then we wil see the Box Office. So yea, quickly rushed there. & thanks God, we were on the correct path. Reached there on 8.20p.m., *you can imagine how fast we ~~ran~~walked, we don't want to miss any part of the concert.

Met Nicholas & the other bloggers there, got our tickets. ;)

Conductor Kees Bakels.

We sitted at the middle sits together with the other bloggers.
Happy enough, it's not the front row sits.

Unlike the previous time, I need spend most of the time with my head angled up to watch the concert, looking at the black shinny shoes of the musicians, shaking butt of the conductors, also, the facial expressions of the musicians sitted right in front of you. Yea, that is when I fall in love with the MPYO's cellist who sat right in front of me, wtf.

A brief image of how the concert look like to those that unable to attend.
not a very good photo though, because we are actually prohibited from taking photos. ;)

It was great! especially when monwei, the music psycho sitting besides me telling me when the transposition happens, when it got 5 chords higher, etc... I don't know how she did that, cause Hadyn's period have not much transposition, yet she is able to figure out the minor transposition of the play.

The conductor is Kees Bakels who at 1st begins his musical careers as a violinist, and now, he's one of the top conductor that conduct in an uniquely cute way. He brought out jokes which the blur me don't really get in the end of the orchestra, but yes, the hall is full of laughters. ;)

The perfomance is awesome, the concert master who plays the violin played really well.I got really indulged in the whole play. I also learned that Hadyn's piece is quite expressive compare to the other classical music. I adore the sudden loud chords that appeared in the slow movement.

Great show, indeed.

And as usual, camwhore and group photos after the performance.
Blogger marr. lol.

the bloggers.

A photo with monwei that sat on my right and tianchad that sat on my left during the concert.

tianchad, monwei, Chris & zoey,

I did not joined the rest for supper.
monwei's parent fetched us home after that.

& my camera kept flashing in the car like nobody else business. ;)

had my hot chocolate in the car.
spot the hot chocolate stained on my mouth.

we somehow took a set of naturally light painted photos. *loves*

a photos of me with my hair let down. ;)

p/s - uhh, maths exam is on this saturday.
& the period pain in now killing me. =(

無奈。

2009-04-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

反抗不了，像個洋娃娃般任他玩弄。
只能默默地等待結束的那一刻。

已經麻木了吧？
因為，不再害怕。

就連想哭，也哭不出來了。

Sushi Bonanza

2009-04-16T21:04:00.004+08:00

It's the last day of Sushi Bonanza.

My siblings love sushi, and I promised to bring them to Sushi King today.
Yeewei together with Ivan came to my house and picked us, siblings and me up. Ivan suggested Summit USJ's Sushi King simply because it's the nearest.

Reached there around 5.30p.m. There's only one or two customers in front of us.
We got sited after awhile. I got disappointed.

because :

- There's not much choices as there's only a few types on sushi on the belt.
- Most of it is not fresh and appears to be unsavory. ughhh.
- The waiter there is simply ill-mannered.

One word, KNS.
*no photos, because I left my camera's memory card at home*

I told myself, I will never go to this outlet anymore.
Had a "few" plates, & I suggested to leave and go to a better outlet.

Then, we headed to Subang Parade's Sushi King.
The queue was scary, but Thanks to Yeewei's who works over there, we got the best sits.

The sushi served there is million times better.
Fresher and much more appetizing ;)

We were all satisfied.

As a conclusion, if you are thinking of having meals at Sushi King.
Never choose the one in Summit. ;)

Cheers.

p.s. - Mathematics is much more interesting than what I thought it is. ;) Thanks to Miss Khoo.

eye-opener

2009-04-15T16:44:00.012+08:00

你曾聽過午夜忽然奏起的琴聲嗎？
是巴哈、莫扎特、還是蕭邦？
那是天使的樂聲，
如期美妙，卻如此單調，
令人不禁墜入另一個無色的夢中。

- 幾米

Class supposed to start on 8 this morning. I skipped the 2 hours psychology lecture class and 2 hour break time. Reached campus on 12p.m., attended Mathematics tutorial class. ughhh, have been slacking real much. Laziness struck, couldn't help.

Final exam is just around the corner. It's my final sem's final exam.
Then I will be leaving to Kampar to continue my degree course.

I face a major culture shock when I first came to UTAR.I seem alien to many, and failed to communicate with them. There's even time that I got really disgusted by them and start wondering why am I hanging out with those people. Slowly, with the help of Maggie I started to accept the way they are. I even find these people less complicated and rather interesting later on. They made me smile by their random insane act. I feel very comfortable being together with them.

But hell, shits still happened. yea. As just when I start to get closer with them, my nightmare begins.

I am one that forgive and forget easily. & I always thought it's a good thing. There is ~~someone~~some people somehow make me realize that it's never a good thing. People often take things for granted, you see? I got scared off, never thought that people can be so disheartening.

& like what Maggie said, "I dare not risk getting closer with people". Maybe, I should realize this much earlier. Then, all those heart breaking can be avoided.

I don't know whether I should feel grateful that all these are going to end real soon.
It's all coming to the end. & a brand new life will be starting soon. Guess, I will be missing all those laughter these people brought to me and also the great performing skills which once colored up my life. And also, a few sincere friends of mine there.

This place has became a major eye-opener for me. It's still a pleasant experience, despite all the heart break shits, it's undeniable that I had also learned a lot from these people.
No doubt, it's going to be one of the most important part of my life.

classical music

2009-04-14T15:59:00.007+08:00

I want to go to the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra.

I have never been to a MPO before, I only went to MPYO east Malaysia tour once with my classmates.
I adore classical music, it's simply graceful and elegant. It's no doubt a pleasant experience.

I had make a conclusion ever since then, which is,

me, love orchestra! ;)

Then, my classmates recommended me a Japanese musical drama entitled Nodame Cantabile.

Nodame Cantabile is a manga-based live-action drama, about two aspiring classical musician, Noda Megumi who is able to play the piano amazingly well and Chiaki Shinichi, a top student at Momogaoka, a top music academy in Japan who is is a very talented pianist and violinist and has ambitions to be a conductor like his mentor.

It's super awesome when they spin their musical instruments without going out of tune in the orchestral. *melts*

From then onwards, I love orchestral even more. yea.

Oh yea, I love music, especially classical music,
but hell, please don't expect that I can play any musical instrument.

Okay, piano?
I personally love the Allegro first movement from sonata E-flat by Hadyn, but it's too hard for me.
& so, I chose another piece by Clementi instead for mygrade eight ABRSM practical exam.
still, the brilliant me got zero for my exam . I don't know how I did it, but, shits happened.

I am an idiot in music who love the graceful tune of the musical instruments.
I envy that some people can play so gracefully. ughhh.

I am so into guys that could play musical instruments.
My cousin is one good examples. I recorded a video of my charming cousin from taiwan when he was playing piano at my house. But, guess I had lost it. wasted!

Okay, back to topic.
I WANT TO GO TO THE MPO.

Features of the night included the Symphony No.103 in E flat – “Drum Roll" by one of my favorite musician, Haydn.
Hello, drum roll is one of the most famous work by him okay? How could I bare to miss it!

Hopefully, I will be able to win a pair of invites to the concert.
For more info, click nuffnang

Eh, I haven't touch my piano for quite awhile. Tonight, M-A-Y-B-E.
I am afraid that I will get complains from my neighbors, noise pollutions, you see. lol.

last weekend

2009-04-13T18:29:00.008+08:00

Finally, I have the time to sit down and blog.

First of all, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to my best-est friend,
limshinyee!

Hopefully the BB Cream is what you looking for. ;) *xoxo*

Friday -

Went for a outdoor photoshoot with SK the photographer again, together with Adele @ The Curve after my class with only light make up. I enjoyed. We were simply playing around, and he was taking candid shots most of the time as we have no idea on how we should pose.

I don't even need to fake my smile.

Adele looks so blur here. hahax.

But as usual, outdoor photoshoot is always tiring.
that night, I slept on 9.30p.m. ;)

Saturday -

PC Fair, & I am working.

Stress.

Waikhing picked me up from my place and had breakfast together with me before he fetch me to work.

& again, I worked for PDA Arena.
because my boss is extremely kind hearted, & he is cute. wtf, yea.

Day 1 in PC fair, quite ~~peaceful~~ relaxing compare to the previous one.
Edwin say it's due to the not so strategic location of our booth. still, good for me. ;)
sorry, boss.

After work, followed Ben and friends for dinner at "WAI SEK KAI" , located at Pudu.
It's my 1st visit there, Ben told me that the hawkers there have an average age of fifty.
& The food there is no doubt scrumptious. Hey, there's stalls there that are reviewed by AH XIAN REN QING WEI, don't play play eh.

Ben recommended me to have their Fried Chicken.
& he claims that it is times better than KFC.

I rate 8/10

It's crispy, and amazingly it's not oily.

Ben had the famous curry chee cheong fun.

is your saliva dripping? ha.

After that, Ben fetched me home. Thanks for the ride. ;)
Reached home, removed make up, brushed teeth, changed, and slept like a pig.

Sunday -

I left my eye lash glue in the booth.

Also, instead of following Loong's car to KLCC, I took the LRT together with Gary and his friends, Rhino, Gerald, Bo? and one more, oops,
I couldn't remember his name. paiseh.

Met a bunch of Arabian in the Putra Lrt.
These people asked Bo to take a photos together with them.
They later on taught Gerald how to speak Italian. & also took a video of it.

they successfully caught everyone's attention. yes.

Reached KLCC, bought a bottle of eye lash glue from one the accessories shop over there.
Rush to the washroom, and got my eyelash sticked on.

& ha, failed terribly as I am using a new eye lash + eye lash glue.
so unfamiliar with it.

Colleagues kept laughing at me, said that my eye lash is overly dramatic and my make up is not thick enough. wth.

But, that is so not going to stop me from camwhoring.
oh, did I mentioned that I borrowed a specs from Rhino.
yes. a huge glass-less specs.

& camwhored. ;)
ahem, excuse me.

*i did not photoshopped any of these photos.* damm you all.

The 2nd day of PC Fair, I sold a Garmin GPS 260 @ the price of RM888.
Brilliant me. ;) teehee.

oh yea, he is also for sell.
rm 2150, anyone?

needless to mention, there's photographers there.

& this is my favorite. ;)
credits to PC Fair Malaysia April 2009

Work ends on 8p.m., my legs almost break, quickly changed into flats, and did some IT shopping.
Got myself a pretty pink laptop beg, and a cute pink mouse. ;)

Suehau and friends fetched me home.
I am dead tired, went to bed straight after cleaning up.

Monday, today -

SUSHI BONANZA, people.
RM2 for all rice based sushi, eat all you can!

went to Sushi King with the other 10.

& ate 100+ plates of sushi. yes.

satisfied!

cheers!

tuning into Lady Gaga's Pokerface.

Lee Hom S.O.X.

2009-04-10T17:00:00.004+08:00

There’s superman, batman, spiderman, etc. Also there’s a music man name LEE HOM, he is a talented Taiwanese artist, producer and at the same time writer with Sony BMG. He a charming musician that can plays over 10+ musical instruments including violin, piano, guitar, xylophone, drums, accordion, bass, harmonic & er hu. Fantastic, no? He is most known for his Chinked Out style that combines traditional Chinese music such as Beijing Opera with Western hip-hop rhythms, which is rather different from many other artist.

I also heard that he only start learning Chinese at the age of 18. But, he does produce great Chinese music, I don’t know how, but he just did it. Yea. For this, I pay my respect to him.

& the thing is, LEEHOM is going to hold his MUSIC-MAN LIVE KL CONCERT soon enough.

The thoughtful S.O.X. has come up with a way that you can actually win 2 Leehom’s Music Man Live in KL concert tickets.

1st, join and become an S.O.X. member. How?

Bring along your original I/C or Passport to any selected Celcom branches or Blue Cube outlets for registration. The starter packs are available for free but customers are required to purchase a RM10 prepaid reload card.

p.s. - Only one customer is entitled to register for one S.O.X. starter pack.

2nd,

Type “ REGFREETIX”

& Send to 28881

3RD, you’re now done!! =)

p.s. - Upon receiving confirmation via SMS, reload a minimum of RM20 before 26 April for a chance to win.

Besides, you can also send your best “Music-Man/Woman” video or picture for a chance to win tickets to Lee Hom Music-Man LIVE in KL 2009.

For example:

*please excuse the lousy production as this is my first time doing it*

Also, do note that the promo period is from 1 to 25 April 2009. So, what are you waiting for? Make sure you move fast to win a pair of tickets worth RM198 each to Lee Hom Music-Man LIVE in KL 2009!!

How to upload your video?

Type MUSIC MAN and send video/picture via MMS to 26388

Furthermore, you are able to view, rate and download video/pictures from MeTv by…..

Step 1: Log on to http://wap.channelx.com.my from your mobile

Step 2: Go to Fun Stuff and select Lee Hom Music Man

Step 3: Look under Contest category and click on the View, rate or download contest entries link

Step 4: Select Lee Hom Music Man category to view videos or pictures

Step 5: To rate videos or pictures click on the Rate It link. To download videos or pictures, click on the Download Now button.

Before all these, get yourself a S.O.X. and stand a chance to win. ;)

short note

2009-04-10T16:44:00.009+08:00

photography credits to SamuelTan

short notes :

Just came back from a outdoor photoshoot session with SK.
this time, Adele tagged along. Had fun.

The careless me actually left my camera at his car again. ahh.
I am getting more and more forgetful nowadays. gosh!

to my dear blog reader/commentators,
I know I am not pretty. I just don't understand, do "YOU" have to shoot me like this?
hell, I had never claims that I am pretty. *upset*

I am just living my life to the fullest as who I am. ;)

oh yea. PC fair?
yes, I'll be working. Gonna be another tiring day tomorrow. ;(

Advertorial post will be up next.
Please do bear with it. =)

delighted

2009-04-09T20:21:00.010+08:00

Photography credits to SamuelTan
I am in love with this photo of mine, thanks sam.

Woke up this morning, forced myself into a skinny jeans which I haven't been wearing since sometimes ago.
I lost the jeans I used to wear at Sunway Pyramid's washroom.
yea, I left it there after changing to another set of clothes. craps.

Then, I went to take my undang test, like, finally, with the blessings from my mom.

& yes, i PASSED my undang, unexpectedly.

Yes, 45/50.
I am more than excited, because I never thought I can actually pass.

Many have been telling me that how easy Undang can be as it is just piece of cake, but I'll say it's never so to me. At least, for me, it requires some hard work. I have been studying it since 2 months ago. Did 930248038409749 practices, and failed for 213871928372 times.

Got so frustrated that I almost give up. wth, I know.
Whatever is it, I am still glad that my hard work got paid off. ;)

Went for classes after that.
& the brilliant me actually left my phone on the table after class and headed to Kelana Jaya together with Emily without realizing that my phone is not with me. How careless. yea.

Helped huaibin with his video thingy, then, we went back to Emily's place.
That's when I realize my phone wasn't with me, got a little panic, called to my phone.
Luckily, Ivan picked up and told me that my phone is now with him.

*this is not the 1st time already*
that's is why...

I am not allowed to have my house key.

I am not allowed to bring my real IC out with me.
*ok, I know it's against the law. but.. yea.*

Cheers.

Frown gone, not putting myself in any kind of emotional torture anymore.
oh yes, I am happy. I smile, as I am amaze by the miraculous feelings of happiness. ;)

Best mother

2009-04-08T15:36:00.005+08:00

I have the best mother in this world.
Yet, she is now devastated because of me saying that she doesn't love me.

Those that know me well enough will know how much my mother actually love and care for me. I am so pampered, to an extent that I actually take things for granted. I know how much she loves me yet I said something so hurtful to her. I didn't mean it, honestly. But hell, it just transpired. How foolish I am. I am blanked, when she cried in front of me.

My mom had a very weak body, she has some kind of lung disease that causes her to cough blood out from times to times. She is seriously ill but still she has to take care of all of us, manage all the documentaries work for my dad, and also does all the house work. Superwoman? No, she is just an ordinary woman with extra burden.

I have a mother that...

- Sacrifice her sleeping time to take care of us when we are sick even though what she is facing is millions time worst that what we face. The reason of her doing so, is because she truly care.

- Stop me from going out late. She always believe that this world is too big and dangerous for the small beings like us. Till when we grow up gradually, she started to give us more freedom, but never stop worrying. When she knows we will reach home slightly later, she will be waiting for us at the living room despite how tired she is. When we reach home later that what we promised, she will be calling us 2810831092830831028 times just to make sure we are save. I always thinks that she is annoying and never understand how worried can she be. I forgotten that no matter how old am I, I will always be her baby.

- Does all the house work for us, hoping us to study harder instead so that we will be able to success and live on a better life in the future. Also, wish that we have free time to do something that we enjoy. She has so many things to do, but had never made a rant. She just want to gives us the best that she could. She did all these, without asking a single return.

- Never buy things base on what she desire. She always make us her priority, getting us what we like instead. Mother always go window shopping and I wonder why. Till I realize she is always generous when comes to the thing we are craving for, but not so to what she likes, never want to let us down. What can I say? She is just too great, and the thought of this, almost brings tears to my eyes.

- that knows whenever I am depressed. She will actually text me and comfort me or giving me hugs that makes me feel so much better. She can take away the worst of a pain in me. And I know that, all the obstacles can be overcome with her at my side protecting and encouraging me.

She had did so much, and what I had did in return?

Thank you wouldn't be enough anymore. She has been there ever since the second I am born, raise me up and shower me with tender of love. Without her, I know I will not be here.

Mom, I know that I am loved, and I cherish it.

I know I'm forgiven, still..
I am sorry. & I love you, mom.

“你喜歡我哪里？”

2009-04-06T22:01:00.010+08:00

“你喜歡我哪里？”

男生被問及時，十個九個，不管平時多么口齒伶俐都會咿咿呀呀說不出個所以來。

再不然，他會敷衍你說，喜歡就是喜歡嘛，哪來的那么多理由。

我不相信一見鐘情，但不排斥有第一次見面時產生的好感。

那種好感，就是我們所說的喜歡。

喜歡一個人，真的可以把理由說得很詳細。

愛一個人，全然不同。

因為，愛，可以，沒有理由。

愛或不愛，當事人，了解得很。

p.s. - 然而，若一個人坦白告訴你，他是因為你的美才喜歡上你的，你會怎辦呢?

畢竟，這是個現實的社會。

photography credits to w.k.

題外話：

同性戀男生可以很感性。請點擊這里

Nuffnang music bash 2009

2009-04-05T12:12:00.016+08:00

So it was nuffnang music bash at Maison KL yesterday night.
& I did not win the most-uninspiring blogger award. should I say, thanks, God?

I am supposed to go as Leah Dizon.
Went to FOREVER21 and got myself a lacy corset look a like dress. Didn't turns out good because it doesn't fit on me well.
No choice, that's the only piece I feel that it's a little similar to Leah. gahhhh.

oh yea, before I go further, a warning to all :
this post will be flooded with camwhore photos, so, yea. ;)

*thanks waichun for fetching us there and home.*

poser photo @ waichun's car.

photographers said no smiling in the previous photoshoot.
& this is how I look.

Reach there on 6.30p.m.
There were already people in there.

nuffnang music bash 2009.

free hugs, anyone?

Always, there's only shinyee attending nuffnang events with me.
& this time, the three of us, shinyee, michellelee and I were there. Memorable experience, hun.

the V.V.I.P in my life.

did I mentioned that shinyee went imitating Kate Perry?

There were an ice breaking game before the event started off.

I team up with shinyee, michelle, waichun, jim and the rest as a goup of 8.
The team that win will be getting top shop vouncher. & sadly, we lost.

we were supposed to pass down 3 verse of a song, and the last player will have to sing it out on the stage. Good enough when it cames to me, it's not even half verse of a song. & that explains why we lost in the game. ;) but well, it's still a nice experience, met new people, like, Jim and his sister.

Tim gave a speech and the event kicked off officially.

it started off with Bloggers music jam.

I spotted Andrew, only after quite awhile.
Couldn't blame me much, the make up is extremely thick, you see? ;)

This is the 1st time I actually talk to ~~britney Spears~~
Cindytey.

a group photo.
and. wth, I got chopped off.

& so I requested for another photo together with Andrew and Nigel.

pink lady that look much like the powerpuff girl.
& I love BLOSSOM!!!

Simon with his grey hair.

tanyeehou.

KY the beach boy.

Jac, the Utarian. ;)

a scene while I am queuing up for food. ;)

Michelle's and my food.

& I didn't expect to see isabella there. but yes, she was there also as Kate Perry.
together with sammie, another Kate Perry.

Audrey.
She doesn't need to dress up much, she simply looks like Ayumi already.

jamiechin also imitating Kate Perry.

the loo.

I love the huge mirror, but I hate the lightings.
macam mana camwhore, you tell me.

Carol, the pretty nuffy.

nicholaschay. *no comment* ;)

new friend, Jason.

Another group photo.

from left, waichun, shinyee, Jim's sis, michelle, Jim and yours truly.

had you seen kate perry's hot & cold mv before?
a more violence version.

the 1st time was at the apartment.
& this is the second time.

jamiechin, bell & tziaaa.

Jamieliew joined us. ;) First time meeting her too.

new friends, Zeus & Hau together with michelle & I.

Games - "burst your lungs"?

whoever that is able to hold the last words of the song the longest win.

Games.

Imitating the sexy diva, Beyonce's dance move in Single Ladies.
The guys have to do the same thing too.

He's the best?
No doubt. he dance much better than the girls contestant. lol.

Oh no, the emcee is the best.
Look at the expressions of the audience.

*click to enlarge*

8268264826428642836286 of photographers/bloggers flashing their camera.

The event then continues with the performance by the nuffies.

singing.

& dancing. ;)

best impersonater, woest impersonater, best female, best male?

we have got pink, lady gaga, britney spears, eminen, bob? & John Lennon.

Nominators shaking their ass off.

& the best impersonater goes to....

Bob. & he takes home a PS3. omgosh.

The worst impersonater goes to....
huaibin who tried hard to imitate Eminen.

The emcee suggested him to bring real guns instead of the plastic pasar malam guns the next time.

Another new friend I met, Gary, who is also an Utarian.

A great night I had. A great opportunity where I get to meet new friends/bloggers, people that I had been reading their blog before this in real life.
Also, I got to catch up with some others bloggers. ;)
but, I didn't manage to take photo with everyone of them. next time, perhaps.

huaibin.

The male best dressed winner, yatz.

the night is simply Awesome.
thanks Nuffnang, thanks Maxis Broadband. ;)

040409

2009-04-04T23:36:00.001+08:00

today, I went studio shooting at FUTAGOZA STUDIO with waiking, derrick & samuel. photos will be up as soon as I receive it from 'em ;)

&, Happy Birthday Waiking. ;)

then, nuffnang music bash 2009 @ Maison.
There's pretty much gorgeous lady and charming macho guys there.
will update bout it tomorrow.

tuning to Lady Gaga's Poker.

Public Relations

2009-04-02T21:34:00.005+08:00

I am changing course.

As most of you know, I initially taking up Chinese Studies for my degree course.
I took up this course because I like Chinese language and have interest in it. I feel very comfortable expressing myself in Chinese words as it's very expressive. No doubt that Chinese is a very beautiful language. Every single Chinese characters symbolizing a tiny piece of art in itself. I had decided to pick up this course ever since form one.

Well, I may like Chinese a lot.
But it doesn't means that the careers that this course leads me to will suits me.
After I finish my degree, I will most probably end up as an educator, writer, news reporter, interpreter or a journalist which I have not much interest in. People said that China is now growing and so Chinese will be very important, but hell, I don't see how those history thingy will help me in the future. Plus, people like me that have short term memory lost will most probably forget about those history that I memorized in one or two months time. Pretty useless and sounds rather not practical.

I have to admit that I had never thought of all these before this, and maybe, I don't even know what I really want before this. Till I realize I enjoy communicating with people around a lot, and due to many more reasons, I know, I am suppose to take up Public Relation(PR) which suits my personalities more instead. In addition, there's Chinese in communication in this particular course which I guess it's what I am looking for. Also, UTAR will be offering us language classes, which is when I am going to pick up my Chinese studies again.

Doing what I love without giving up what I am interested in.
Seems to be oh-so-perfect uh?

But brilliant enough, Utar course transfer dead line had just past.
I am not allowed to do the course transfer now. I have to wait till I finish my foundation(with excellent results), PAY THE BILL for chinese studies course, only I can apply to be transfer to PR course(which is not guaranteed will be approve).

I got really worry ever since I was told about it.
If I am not allowed to transfer to PR course, I will be studying Chinese studies, graduate and work as something that I dislike? ughhh. wasting money and wasting my time as well.

I have no idea what can I do now. *emo*

Meet up with YY, the genius together with MY and Warren after class. They are supposed to help me up in my maths. But instead of that, they spent most of the time helping me out by casting in my Mcd's video(doing it impromptu). wtf, yea.

The geniuses trying hard to explain it to me. ;)

These people are really interesting. They kept cracking out with humorous jokes that makes me laugh my lungs out. Thanks guys, you people had just make up my day. ;)

Yoongyang.

me, Yy, My, & Warren.

Integrations uh?

oh yea, spot the man in the red circle?
He's actually posing when I am taking photos of Warren and YY.
How freaky. gosh.

Not once, it happens everytime.
I said I suspect that he is interested in one of the guys. lol.

guys nowadays are much vainer than the girls, no?

God bless.

Tuning to Right Round by Flo rida.

You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

Kampar houses @ Mudah.my

2009-03-31T21:07:00.005+08:00

If you really know me, you will know that I rarely go online shopping, only if it provide fast, efficient and simple sell buy process, just because I dislike complicated procedure during shopping. Well, in another word, I am just too lazy. ;)

& that's why I am more than happy when I found mudah.my
It's just like its name, mudah. simple and convenient.

- You don't even need to sign up to sell or purhase item.
The best part is, you can post your advertisement there for free.

- You can also buy and sell in the region of your choice. eg. selangor ONLY.
Higher chance for the availability for C.O.D., so that you will have no worries that your item purchased will lost during delivery. Ha!

- Most of the sellers provide info that enables you to contact him/her directly instead of sending PM in the website.

Other than that, variety of items is now selling at mudah.my. They are selling all sorts of interesting items that keep me browsing through it for a day.

& I spotted this extremely cute phone.

Besides sell buy business, many useful advertisements are shown too.

I randomly type “Kampar Utar” in the search box and thought that it will show no result. But well, it turns showing two ads that are unexpectedly useful.

See right, I know I had mentioned that I found a house to be rent at Kampar some time ago. But we didn’t rent it in the end, because the owner of the house simply raises the rental fees and we realize it’s quite a distance between the house and Utar. So yea.

Thought of spending another 2 days to find a new house there, but now things are much easier. At least, I don’t need to cycle around for hours just to check which house has the “for rent” tag and call up one by one to check about the price and stuff, because mudah.my has just showed me all the info I want within a minute, how wonderful.

The contact of the advertiser is also available. All I need to do is ring him up, and ask about it in detail. How convenient. The location seems to be good, he even provide a map showing the distance of the house from Utar, it’s only about 600m. ;)

Since the price is reasonable and location is good, I will be going down to Kampar again to see this particular house. & if it’s satisfying, I will rent it, straight away. It saves me lots of time, and also energy.

mudah.my makes your life easier, at least, for me.

I had said a lot, why not YOU go check it out yourself at mudah.my now! ;)

I'm a musicon celebrity thanks to maxis broadband

2009-03-31T20:16:00.003+08:00

I am imitating the gorgeous leah dizon, yes, my idol. Hell, who doesn't want her pretty face and body to kill. Oh yea, I am doing this because I want to go to Nuffnang Music Bash 2009!!!

Why I chose to imitate Leah Dizon?

1st, She's my idol
2nd, I am stuck, I have no idea which celebrity I can actually imitate successfully.
3rd, I am inspired when I saw Ringo's blog on how she actually imitate Jolin.
4th, I have a few photos which I am posing similarly to some of leah's photos.

& so yea, the malaysian not-so-sexy Teah Tizon is born.
please do bare with my tak tau malu-ness ;) yea, wtf.

haha, never know if I got the most uninspiring award marr, yes?

Ok, let's see yea.

spot the similarity?

ok, she's way too sexy to imitate, you see.

we got "hood".

& this one.

Everytime when I go for a photoshoot, my photographer will ask me to try to do the seducing expression". &, I failed, even I have tried for 726381276381726318263712361 times.

still, I die die want to COPY. lol.

Yes, I know I failed kinda badly.
but, tell me, who don't want to be like her?

If only I were Leah Dizon, I will be receiving flowers every single days. No doubt bout that.
& wouldn't be emo-ing over no flowers on Valentines. yea.

Also, I will be having a full wardrobe of pretty clothes and will going for photo shoot, then appear in magazine everyday instead early classes everyday. yea.
how nice. yes?

Ok, too much craps.
time to go to bed and hoping to turn into someone like Leah Dizon in my ~~sweat~~sweet dreamland.

Tiah Tizon signing off.

Earth Hour

2009-03-30T07:34:00.016+08:00

Once again, this post should be posted up yesterday.
But thanks to the smart ass TM Net, I couldn't connect to the internet and causes the delay.

First of all, I am excited. why?
David Archuleta is going to hold his live concert at KL very soon.
&&& Digi is giving out two free passes to his concert.

check out how to win these free passes here.

So yea, the day before yesterday, which is a Saturday, I attended the Panasonic event @ Sunway Pyramid with another few bloggers.
It's simply awesome and I enjoyed myself pretty much. ;)

Will update bout it soon.

Puma Hoodie with my blog link on it? ;)

& & & EARTH HOUR!!!
What did you people did? Had a splendid night?

Right after the panasonic event, together with the other's ex scouts committee member, we went to have dinner together.

Passed by our school and had a peek on our juniors.

Was scratching our head thinking of where to have our dinner.
Someone suggested KFC, and I wanted to go to Mcd simply because there's no Mcd in Kampar. wtf I know. But hell, they insisted KFC, so yea.

scrumptious? ahh, I don't fancy KFC.

Top row from left to right : Junkang, Clement, Carlson
Bottom row from left to right : Jiayi. Yuanshuang, & yours truly.

After our dinner, it's about 8.30pm, Earth Hour, yea. Guess what I did?

We, go around in car, wined down the car window, shouting like some newspaper collector, asking people to switch off their light. Damm semangat, yes?

Jiayi was way more semangat, she even turned OFF her car's head light while driving.
Earth Hour wert. lol.

Ok larr, we did something special during the EARTH HOUR.
Since our house's lights were all off, we went back to our secondary school, joined our junior for Malam Kebudayaan.

did I just say I miss Scouts few days back? how lucky.

But something that disappoint me much is that,

instead of the usual camp fire that we did in the previous year.

I saw this. disappointing, no?
or is it because of Earth Hour. =.+

& I don't really understand why are their camp on the tar road.

Things change, for God knows why.

Still, I am glad to have the same old faces around.

once a scouts, always a scouts.
indeed.

& did I saw I miss "penyakit"

penyakit - A game where the infected create a virus and pass it to another person. & That person is required to create a new virus, and pass it down to another person.

I got caught by the infected, and so, had the chance to play it that day.
They even created a tepukan Tzia Tzia for me, wtf, yes?

Just, this year, it seems to be rather dead. yea.
I don't know why.

spot me?

Also, the night walk.

... a half round turn, & a new friend found. ;)

Tunnel of love.
It has really been awhile.

So far, imo, the best tunnel of love was still the one during Sophie's year.

these people camwhore using my camera when I am off for Tunnel of love.

Junkang, the pimp.

this is taken when I wasn't ready.

spot the two ghost behind us?

a close up for the "ghost"

A photo after MK ended.

104th scouts ex committee ;)

Went to Bliss Cafe before we went home.

Earth hour. Mine was kinda meaningful, as I am back to the 104th scouts Malam Kebudayaan once again.
& played those games that I missed so much.

I am satisfied. ;)

...

&, a photo during work last week.

Kaspersky. ;)

camera-less

2009-03-26T19:44:00.005+08:00

*This post supposed to be posted up yesterday, but due to the bad connection in my house, I can only post it up today. ;) *

me, in formal wear, camwhoring using webcam.
yea. cause the brilliant me left my camera at Kampar. =(

I love wearing formal wear.
But this sem, there's no presentation, no chance to be in formal wear.

Till yesterday, we finally wore formal again.
Not for presentation purpose, but for photo shoot session.

Photographer in my class, Khai took a photo of every single one of us in formal wear.
and will be using it to produce a video to be play in the "EVERLASTING SENTIMENTAL" dinner party.

Oh yea, to all fellow friends from UTAR Foundation in Arts.

My class. TB1, is organizing a prom look-a-like dinner party right after our final exam.
You can purchase your tickets from next week onwards with the price of only RM20. ;)

YES, I M HINTING YOU TO COME FOR THE NIGHT AFTER WHOLE LOADS OF CRAPS.
okayyyyy?

I am pretty sure that it would be a great night.

Yesteday was a rainy day.
Still, after class, I suggested to have something cold @ Snowflakes.
lol. the guys actually agreed.

&, I met my primary class monitor, Tiffany, over there.
ok la, well, we were in the same secondary school also. wtf.
but seriously, I haven't been seeing her for quite awhile.

She was there waiting for her prince to finish his job.
so yea, we had a short chit-chat session.

No photo,
blame me for leaving my dearest camera baby at Kampar all alone with some strangers. yea.

When I got home, sister told me that she will be going for scouts' recruit camp tomorrow.
& She will need to prepare some woods for fire starting purpose.

Scouts. it has been quite awhile.

I then voluntarily accompany my sister to go get some woods from the field opposite my house.

*all photos below are taken using dad's camera*

with my formal wear. yes.

I remember there was one when I was using a parang chopping a wood during recruit camp.
Sir kok wai came to me, and said:" wahh, tziaa, you are chopping a wood!!!"

Guess it's unbelievable to him.

my sister.

I miss those times.

Sitting around the camp fire playing games, singing songs and listening to ghost stories told by the elderly with my seniors and all the juniors.

I miss "PENYAKIT"

marching is never my thing though.

Talking about being in line.
my worst experience in scouts after 5 years is when....

Sir chiaching ordered us to be in line on 4, 5am after one whole sleepless night, till the sun rise.
I almost collapse. yea.

I have to admit that I really learn a lot in scouts.
somehow, it turns me into a better person too.

I have to thanks Ms.Sophie for giving me the chance to be in the board of directory after all.
You said I am your miracle, and I want to say that I am really proud to be your miracle. ;)

Also, I had bunch of very sweet juniors.

They drew this for us during over farewell.

& also this hand made card.
I love it so much. wanted to laminate it.
but they say it's too big and thick to be laminated. so yea.

Scouts life?
no doubt the best damm thing in my secondary school life.

Earth Hour 2009.

Everyone, everywhere, in every city in the world, is encouraged to turn out their lights for one hour.

Support for this movement by turning out your lights on the 28th of March 2009 between 8.30pm-9.30pm

I am going to switch off the lights, how bout you?
want to know what will I be doing in the dark for this one hour? stay tune.

Last but not least,
I spotted a pretty top which cost only RM35. GRAB!!

yes, the bitch, KHOOKHOO has started up her own online boutique.
Selling pretty yet affordable clothes.

It's time to fill up your wardrobe. teehee. ;)

visit fra-la-la now! ;)

when depression turns into anger

2009-03-25T18:53:00.015+08:00

I am sorry, I couldn't fake my smile any longer.
You had just exceed my patience limit, and ignited the fire inside me.

I guess you just love to see us, girls, got flooded by tears, yes?
may I grant your wish? And then, drown you with our tears?

when someone got over depressed, depression will eventually turns into anger.
which urge me slap you. yea.

*comments off*

假，虛榮

2009-03-23T18:12:00.006+08:00

“嚇，你沒收過花哦？!”我問。

哇塞，問得超屌的。好像自己收了很多花似的。

“哦，沒有？”

聽了，爽了一下。

真的，只爽了那一下。

因為，后來想想，臭什么美啊？

干你媽媽，收到的花是你愛的人送的嗎？

收到以后又格外開心嗎？

的確，本小姐從來沒收過愛人送的花。

哪怕是在最爛忙浪漫的時分，也從沒收過他們送的一“朵”花。

也之所以，收到花以后并沒格外開心，只有殺那間的那份感動。

話說回來，最后一次收到花，

好像也是兩年前的事了。

唉，悲、哀。

每每看到情人大手牽小手，

女的手中抱住一束花，臉露幸福模樣的時候，

就會不爽到極點。甘吶塞。

或許你會想，

哇靠，你=心理變態。

其實，我只是心里不平衡啦。

嘻嘻。

假，虛榮，

是時候戒掉了。；）

Good day

2009-03-21T20:43:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was no doubt a bad day.
but things seems to be different when sun rise and shine again the next day. ;)
Tears no more and anger faded. Things get so much better in this beautiful morning.
I had tried my best, I know.

Mom runs her fingers through my hair, waking me up gently like how she always did.
Made me breakfast and prepared me with everything I need to bring along.
Then, daddy drive me to campus.
Nothing, just that I feel very pampered by them in certain way.

Followed my classmates and the others to a family talk by YB Dato Seri Dr. Ng Yen Yen about the awareness of the importance of having a strong, safe and harmonious family@ Sunway Hotel.

She said something that I personally think is quite true.

She said it is not easy to be the man of the family.

What happened when one got stressed out or emotionally disturbed?
Women can express themselves by pouring all out to her friends or by crying.
& Man couldn't do all these due to their born by nature's egoism.

Indeed, I had never seen my dad cry,
not even once.

Purple ribbon campaign launching ceremony.

Officially launched.

all of us were given a purple ribbon badge.

classmates

& some others from UTAR.

I stayed there for an hour then we headed to Pyramid.
Emily was complaining that she is starving, and desperately craving for food.
But shopping seems to be more important, we walked around for quite awhile before we go makan.

Ate at RM Cafe.
Then, we(the girls) continue to shops while the guys followed.

Pyramid's washroom.
well, it has been quite awhile.

Planned to go to Red box but failed due to certain reasons.
In the end, chilled at Gasoline.

Randomly, we talked about plastic surgery.
& discussed which part in our self that we think need to undergo plastic surgery the most.

& most of us said nose.
well, we, the typical chinsese don't have the white's nose, you see.

笑着哭泣？你不累吗？

& Emily and I realize that when a guy trying to check out your availability..

Instead of...
" do you have a boyfriend?"

they will ask something like...
"eh, not going out with boyfriend today?"
"eh, your boyfriend leh?"
"eh, your boyfriend mind you talking to me?"
.. etc.

so true.

& there a guy approached a friend of mine with a very ~~weird~~ unique way.

He trying to get her msn.

" eh, you got msn?"
"yea." She replied.
" oh, your msn got address on right?"
"yea. like. DUHHH."

&

When he trying to get her phone number.

"eh, this one your phone ah?" he took her phone away.
"yea."
"eh, got number one ah?"
"HUH??!! OH.. nono. this phone has no sim card." She answered sarcastically.

How ~~weird~~ unique he is. lol.

After that, they went off by bus.
& mom came and picked me up.

remember this?
this is before.

& the after.

yea. I changed the cover.
& It looks brand new now. ;)

I got my pink phone a new pouch and a new phone accessory.

handmade handphone pouch from InQbox - rm9.90
bride voodoo doll phone accessory from Minitoons - rm9.95

;)

good day,people.

cast down

2009-03-20T19:34:00.004+08:00

“什么事都不是大事、一切都会将过去的。”

这样好吗？我不晓得。

只知道这样总比...

把一些无关痛痒的事批上身，

帮不了多少就算了，还把小时搞成大事，

然后发闷，再莫名其妙地发飙

...好多了。

。。。

The breakdown is welcoming me.
so long since the last time I felt this way.

I had lost my skill of communication, once again.
I can no longer joke around with them, the bunch of people that I used to call them, my friend.

I tried hard to make this bunch of people my friends rather than just classmate, But,
From the second he throw my phone down on the table, and act like nothing happened,
From the second I cried and I walked away, but nobody bother to call and look for me,
I know, I failed.

Self handicapping in a failure like me doesn't help, I failed,
even in finding an excuse to defend myself.

Yea, I am depressed.

Thanks yeewei for asking me to tag along for LEFT 4 DEAD.
& the other guys that said they will play the role of the infected just to let me shoot, though they are the one killing me in the end. Appreciated, still.

Follow by lunch with Ivan, yeewei and Chianwei.
Then, accompanied the guys for bowling.

&, yea, I played bowling for the 1st time in my whole life.

I hit 9 pins in the 1st shoot. Yeewei and Ivan got so shocked.
Then, I missed all in all the following play. yea. & They say that's normal. lol.

Went to arcade.
played the mini bowling.

It's much much more easier. ;)

I didn't want to go home. I know I will be thinking a lot when I am alone.
& so, I suggested Snow Flakes.

Ivan suddenly join me for camwhore voluntarily. Unexpected.
But well, it makes me feel so much better.

Thanks Ivan, I bet you don't know you had just did me a favor.

of course, a shoot of the driver too. ;)

I believe that sweet stuff has the ability to sweetened up the bitter-ness in me at that moment.
So instead of the sour dessert that I order every time I visit Snowflakes, I tried something sweet today.

snowflake's best seller - grass jelly ice with taroballs.

chewy taroballs on layers of grass jelly over a healthy portion of grass jelly ice.

also it comes along with a small glass of milk look alike creamer.

“什么事都不是大事、一切都会将过去的。”

这样好像真的比较好。

p.s. - alright, time for assignments. ;(