Love chelle!!Yeah!! I m a faker!! I act in front your friend!! So?? You know me well enough. do ya think i will do such idiot things?! Or maybe is really my fault that i had break all the trust of you towards me. Arghh!! I seriously hope that i could ignore whatever you said!! But things turn out differently. I was so disturb with what you said. I felt rely guilty with what i had did. I want to be matured and more understanding. i trying hard but stil i'm not!! But, had ya been understanding enough?! Ask yourself. We both have our own problems. It took me quite awhile to tell myself that perhaps i will live on better without you. I feeling more relief. And. I'm breaking free!!Life must go on nomatter what huh?? My feeling towards you will be deep inside my heart fornow and ever. Anyway, Thanks "bahkat". Thanks Gary. Ya all might not able to cheer me up. But thanks for bein such a nice friend to me. I really appreciate it. And. Yesterday was tze haur's farewell party. I got kinda emo. I hate seperation. Its damm fucking pain!! I'm not really that close with tze haur, but we had work together, we quarrel, we had success together. He meant something to me.
I'll miss ya!!
I'll miss ya!!
