I will call today a bad day.
I need a solution.
=(
first of all,
stress.
Try to imagine.
I am going into a exam room *one-to-one* in 2 weeks time,
and I can't even play my piano pieces in whole??
omg, I really don't know what is going to happen.
Failed is sure,
but, please don't chase me out of the room.
It gonna be real embarrassing!!
arghhhhhhhh.
& tomorrow is my chinese mid-term.
I never felt this nervous before for any chinese paper. not even SPM.
this is the 1st time I feeling so.
I got a feeling that I gonna do badly!
sigh, I really did study okie??!!
BUT STILL, luck just doesn't side me.
and,
some people that I trusted and shared things with,
actually said that I took their care for granted!
It's million times worst than getting backstabbed, fooled by fucked up prank, etc.
wtf is wrong with today.
stress already drive me cuckoo and now I get some hilarious accused!
tell me, what did I do that you make you think that I m taking YOUR CARE for granted?
If you want to think of me that way, then it's better for you stop caring about me.
yesh, I am craving for care, & I want to be love so badly.
but fuck it, I don't need people who care then bitch.
I DON'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY.
I need a solution.
=(
first of all,stress.
Try to imagine.
I am going into a exam room *one-to-one* in 2 weeks time,
and I can't even play my piano pieces in whole??
omg, I really don't know what is going to happen.
Failed is sure,
but, please don't chase me out of the room.
It gonna be real embarrassing!!
arghhhhhhhh.
& tomorrow is my chinese mid-term.
I never felt this nervous before for any chinese paper. not even SPM.
this is the 1st time I feeling so.
I got a feeling that I gonna do badly!
sigh, I really did study okie??!!
BUT STILL, luck just doesn't side me.
and,
some people that I trusted and shared things with,
actually said that I took their care for granted!
It's million times worst than getting backstabbed, fooled by fucked up prank, etc.
wtf is wrong with today.
stress already drive me cuckoo and now I get some hilarious accused!
tell me, what did I do that you make you think that I m taking YOUR CARE for granted?
If you want to think of me that way, then it's better for you stop caring about me.
yesh, I am craving for care, & I want to be love so badly.
but fuck it, I don't need people who care then bitch.
I DON'T DESERVE TO BE TREATED THIS WAY.
