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Date: Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Time: 1:05 PM

you WERE my everything
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Tuning in to ~ you were my everything.

This goes out to someone that was

Once the most important person in my life

I didn't realize that at the time

I cant forgive myself for the way I treated you, so

I don't really expect you to either

Its just, I don't even know, just listen

Your the one that I want

The one that I need

The one that I gotta have just to succeed

When i first saw you

I knew it was real

I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me

Let me show you the way

I look for the sun but its raining today

I remember when I first looked into your eyes

It was like, I was there heaven in the sky

I wore a disguise

Cause I didn't want to get hurt

But I didn't know I made everything worse

You told me we were crazy in love

But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did

Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit

And you pushed me away

Like you never even knew me

I love you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot all the times that we shared

When i would run my fingers through your hair

Late nights, just holding you in my arms

I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you

I really need to hold you

I really wanna know you

Like no one else can know you

Your number one

Always in my heart

And now I cant believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you cause

I wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything and

I really miss you

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you cause

I wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

you were my everything and

I really miss you

I know you gonna sit,

And play this with your new man

And then sit and laugh that you holding his hand

The thought of that, just shatters my heart

It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

All the time we was off I was scared to show you

Now I want to hold you until I cant hold you

Without you, everything seems strange

Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it I'm insane, take away the pain,

Take away the hurt, baby we can make it work

What about when u looked into my eyes

Told me you love me

As u would hug me

I guess everything u said was a lie

I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes

Now I'm not even a thought in your mind

I can see it clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you cause

I wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything and

I really miss you

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you cause

I wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything and

I really miss you

I just wish everything could of turned out different

I had a special feeling about you

I thought maybe you did too

And you would understand but

No matter what u would always be in my heart,

And you will always be my baby.

Our first day it seemed so magical

I remember all the times that i had with you

Remember when you first came to my house

You look like a angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off

I knew it was real

But now I cant take all the pain that i feel

Reach in your heart

I know I'm still there

I don't wanna hear, that you no longer care

remember the times, remember when we kissed

I didn't think you would do me like this

I didn't think you'd wanna see me depress

I thought you'd be there for me this I confess

You said you was my best friend

Was that a lie

Now I'm nothing to you

Your with another guy

I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying

Now in the inside it feels like I'm dying

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you cause

I wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything and

I really miss you

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you cause

I wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything and

I really miss you

And I do miss you

I just thought we were meant to be

I guess now we'll never know

The only thing I want is for you to be happy

Whether if your with me or without me

I just want you to be happy



something in the past goes through my mind when i heard this song.
well, past is past i know.
but.. it will still be deep in my heart.



had some argument with boyfriend last night.
I got lazy to explain. when i know it will made no different.
It got harder for me to communicate with him.
I bet he is feeling the same too. I'm sorry.
Sorry that i'm not a good girlfriend.
I would just apologize. as it will be the best way.
I don't need material stuff from you.
It just a simple hug will be more than enough.
but, i just don't get it.
Whatever i said, you think i am lying.
You chose to trust your friends more than me.
I am really speechless.
I admit that I really got lazy to talk to you.
Cause you will be suspecting with whatever I told.
And not interested with stuff that I'm interested in.
when i try to explain to you,
you think I'm trying to made you jealous.
I'm not so free to do that.
Hmm. that's why I had been talking to my friends.
more than talking to you.
I feel more comfortable.
cause they wouldn't think I'm lying and suspect me.
cause they could click with the topic I'm talking about.
And maybe when they insult me, it doesn't hurt.
While if you are the one saying it,
It will definatly hurt me badly.
you are just someone important to me.
you get it?



yours truly

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Tzia Tzia a.k.a Cherlin.
UTAR PJ
Turns eighteen on this 4th of July.
An attest chocoloate indulger.
& a typical pink lover.
A certified romanticism, exceptionally dreamy and bubbly
Idolize Leah Dizon with an utmost hawt body, and Jaychou's fabulous songs.

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