Consumed too much foods which are much much more than what I actually need this two days. Feeling real guilty. Feeling sorry to my tummy. Mummy had been nagging so much. She said I'm now only 17, and I already this fat. When I reach my middle age years. I will got obese. She said I seriously need to DIET! need to go EXERCISE! what a concerned mom. wtf-ness. sigh. wanted to go burn some calories today. But, I wake up too late this morning. and now is 4.32p.m. If I walk out now. I confirmed got bbq ALIVE under the super hot sun! Maybe later around eveing... or... Tomorrow will do. I promised.
Damm unfair. My brother and sister is so freaking skinny. and I got all the fats. My mom said she collect me from the dustbin and that's why.
Hmmm. Had my piano lesson today. surprisingly, teacher didn't nag much.
Was too boring. Called up chianwei. To craps. Then.. start to edit photo again. Not using photoshop. Using the programme adele using. - PHOTOSCAPE -
Thanks for the shoes.
I have no idea what to get for mother's day!! Flowers? no... My mom doesn't like it. Cake? She don't favour it either. Chain? Watch? Clothes? Purse? Frangrance? She seldom wear chain and watch. I don't know what type of clothes she likes. I just got her a GUESS purse for her birthday. She don't use frangrance! arghhh.
Last day working at 02 authorized shop, subang parade. things go fine today, and I was enjoying my work this two days. I had been wanting to quit my job for some time due to some reason. but now, I guess I gonna miss it! I will miss Joe , Andrew, Sam, Soh, Kent, & also Vincent. bout Onn, no need miss you la. Gonna see you again soon de. =)
I also gonna miss all my friends at Parade. Lol. 1st time I enjoy a job in Parade. =)
Was playing all the while in shop today, and suddenly I saw a condom. then, Kent help me to fill it with water. this is how it looks like. Look like milk bottle. lol.
another tag. tagged by CHIAN WEI, the chipsmore.
1) What is the most important thing in your life? Love. & cash!
2) Will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage? I will not. currently.
3) Do you smoke?
i did. but never again.
4) What is the latest gadget that you own?
My handphone.
5) Who did you mostly text yesterday? michelle.
6) How old are you & are you a virgin?
I'm 17, yeay. virgin.
7) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
clothes, clothes & clothes.
8) Where do you wish to get married?
beautiful garden near the beach.
9) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
25!! *inside joke*
10) How many kids do you want? 1 or maybe 2 =0
11) Are you in love?
nop.
12) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Dave's Deli.
13) Name the lastest book that you bought?
于丹 － 论语心得
14) What is your full name?
Cherlin Tan Tzia Tzia
15) Do you prefer your mother or father?
both. at times la. lol.
16) Do you believe in GOD?
I do.
17) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
MR. RIGHT.
18) Christina or Britney?
Christina.
19) Do you do your own laundry?
No.
20) The most exciting place you want to go?
Disneyland.
21) Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.
22) Single or attached?
Single.
23) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
*chipsmore on face *love piano. music freak *seeking for love desperately *Innocent cute girl. *last minute ffk queen.
8 things I am passionate about:
*LOVE.family & friends. *socializing with different types of people. *blogging obout my everyday routine & my feelings. *reading chinese novels & short poems. *sports - swimming, squash.... -. *musics. Relax my tense up nerve. *Shopping. that's why I need cash. *Chocolate. I have chocolate everyday.
8 things I say too often: 1. wtf. 2. fuck. 3. omgosh. 4. sigh. 5. hmmm. 6. I don't know. 7. lol. 8. I'm broke!!
8 songs I could listen to over and over again: *彩虹 －周杰伦 *借口 － 周杰伦 *傻瓜 － 温岚 *幸福摩天轮 － 陈奕迅 *擦肩而过 － 李圣杰 *No promises - Shayne Ward *Tattoo - Jordin Sparks *Suffocate - J.Holiday
8 things I learned last year: *Believe in FATE. *Family always come first. *Appreciate things you are having now before you start regret. *Don't be sad over the past. smile, correct it and live it on. *Not to study last minute. as It wouldn't works every time. *Learn to deal with unfriendly, rude or problematic people in a better way. & cooperate with others to success. *Not to trust people easily. or else, It gonna hurt. *Accept the fact.
8 people to tag:
1. Chelle. * she's back on 8th May * 2. Shin yee. 3. Adele. 4. Fibie. 5.PuiTeng 6.Sue Anne. 7. Mon Wei. 8. Tzia -E
I slept on 3a.m. , woke up on 6a.m. today. cause I follow my sister to school. visited my scouts juniors =) but there's someone who is so unfriendly. and doesn't like me to be there. Just because I'm not ASM? I know you bangga bangga jadi ASM now. so?? wtf-ness.
Don't need to chase me away gua?
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You such a sweet and nice girl. & I guess everyone would agree of that. I'm not blaming you on everything. disappointed, and even heart broken. I understand how bad you feel. It's really terrible, I know it.
The second you start crying. It got me even more worry. I know you will be crying. I know you gonna feel really bad. But it's so hard to contact you when you are so far away. & I cant see you, I cant give you a hug to chill you down.
Girl, You still likes him alot. don't you? I know it's definitely his fault this time. But babe, you had been pampering him too much all the while till now. I know this time you stop holding back and showed how different is it. But i'm also quite confident he will be different after this. Cause I really can see how much he care. He start to realize how important you are, babe. Give him a chance to apologize and explain.
No matter what is your decision, you still got me. I will respect you and give you full support. I love you!
went Pyramid to watch Forbidden Kingdom with Gerald. =) A martial movie by JET LI & JACKIE CHAN. the traveler, the silent monk, the orphan warrior, and the drunken immortal. There's great fight, funny & also touching scene in this movie. overall, it's a nice movie.
had some problems with parents just now. I always think that they didn't respect me. but well, things are fine now. =) - understanding & toleration works -
& hope that she will be alright!! still, I'm kinda worry that I will failed to convince her. arghh!
I'm so shocked after I heard what happened. I am like.... AGAIN? I know she going to be real disappointed. but I am sure there is still love for him in her. I don't know how should I help when I also having my own problem. just, I would try my best. That I promise. I hope that they will be alright very soon. staying sweet like they always do. GOD bless them please.
....
Start to miss you when you're gone. sigh. you treating me like a stranger now. I felt abandoned. & that's really killing me right now. I just want the way we still laugh together. I'm sorry for being so selfish. I had apologize. sincerely. But still, you don't seems to to accept it. I swear I don't apologize just because I'm lonely. I'm sure you know it. I know you're not lonely without me and living on pretty well. Starting your night life without me nagging and stuff. I aked for you blog password cause I wanted to read your blog that once touched my heart. and you told me you have no blog anymore. oh gosh. & I got emo all in a sudden. sigh.
Are we still friend? I still want to be your close friend. that's all.
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It's 5p.m. went out with Regan. Went to Sakae Sushi at Parade. He's nice fellow though. Kinda different from what I expected. & he's my new born elder brother =) ~LOVES.~
Take blood test ( mom suspect I got high cholesterol )
Take passport size photo for studies use.
Go to visit my dentist at OUG.
Morning was fine. in the mood to take some ss photo. chubby face =)
*bluek*
Went to take blood test. I saw my own blood. * wtf I know* but is kinda the first time I saw my own blood in a test tube. It's so red.
My eyes were closing all the time during the process of taking blood. I am scared of the freaking sharp needle.
The doctor was suprised why I suddenly want to take blood test.
doctor : why suddenly want take blood test de? before I'm able to answer. my mom answered. my mom : she's fat, didn't go for exercise. and she complained that she always feel dizzy. okie wtfness. the doctor laughed. doctor : oo... asked her to do house work la. or she's always in front the comp? my mom : she never do house work. only sit in front of the comp. doctor : *laugh AGAIN*
ISH, I shall see then. result will be out on friday.
After that I went for passport size photo shooting. I don't want the instant one. cause it will definitely sux. so I chose to go back there to take my photo on 4p.m. later.
Then, I went to OUG for my dentist appointment, oh well, my braces is still there. The dentist had been telling me *SOON* since half year ago. wtf-ness. soon, soon, soon.... craps. & worst come to worst I gonna have four elastic rubbers in my mouth all day long from now onwards. It make my mood damm bad. Cause I cant talk properly, cant eat properly and worst cant even drink properly. wtf! The nurse there had bad attitude too. arghh. stupiddd lady. She just cant understand that I gonna start my class soon. and I can't go for the appointment on that date. I told her. and she replied me with a stupid manner. she : so? what can I do? I had no choice. You shall see how yourself later? maybe you can skip your class or how la!
wtf.
I just want to be happy. and that isn't easy. maybe is just that I'm don't satisfied easily. sigh. I had been always hoping for a better tomorrow. well, I guess to feel a little more happy, I should throw away those small matter that supposed to ruin my day.
I wore it cause I'm cold during work yesterday. It's really huge. and make it seems like I'm not wearing any bottoms.
when you met with people that you dislike. Just told them off that you got boyfriend. there's 90% that they won't bother you anymore. * experiment was done yesterday *
I would like to wish FIBIE. Happy belated birthday!! xoxo. Mom said I might have high cholesterol cause I always feel dizzy. and had been stopping me from eating eggs. wtf-ness. She said I should go for a check up.
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憎恨自己不懂得怨恨？
当时间过去， 一切将宛如被猛风刮下的树叶， 树下被微风悠悠吹走的落叶。
而怨恨已经没有了恨， 只留下将随时间慢慢消失的怨。
所有的事只有对当下有着最大的意义。 时间久了， 便会忘记、释怀。
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& to: DISRESPECTFUL IDIOTIC ANON!
please don't flame my cbox! don't like me then leave my blog. that's all =) don't insult without a name. post your name up and confront me face to face. arghh.
Today is SMK Seafield sports day. I'm attending it as a ex-student of SMK Seafield. wtf. cant believe that I had already graduate.
I was once a scouts that feel like quiting scouts. then, I changed and work hard till I became one of the B.O.D member of 104th Scouts. I love scouts & scouting was the best part of my high school life. & I seriously miss it a lot now.
I went there on purpose just to see my juniors. wtf-ness. I'm forces to wake up on 6a.m. for your information I slept on 3a.m.. lack of sleep seriously. Need to reach early cause my sister is marching for scouts.
I met the other B.O.D member of 104th scouts on year 06 & 07. I met yuanshuang, jiayi, tzeherng, jamie & Eelei.
me & Shuang. I miss this girl. She my best friend in scouts!
My chio junior!
My beloved scouts troop.
smile & pose =)
Their marching are great! *applause*
I love 104TH SCOUTS!
A picture of me & my sister. It had been awhile since we last camwhore together.
they rox!
The tidy march.
They didn't win. but well, they had put in a great effort. & that's already good enough. * we got champion last year for pembarisan* wee~
after that I got chased out from the field by the fucked up UNG. - UNG is the discipline teacher of the school - just because I'm wearing shorts. She still can remember my name, and shouted my name damm loudly! wtf-ness. There are so many people wearing shorts. I wondering why she likes to point on me. ISH!
After that. I went to work. well, I still go to work. though I am having some problems. hmm.
He wasn't there. my other colleagues were nice. They are cute. lol. & make me laugh like mad.
and there's a new worker today. name vincent. he's wearing a scarf that cost RM 180. I adore the colours!
Soh keep tong-ing customer using the custom line.
Ken said I look like some chinese-japanese mixed. lol.
Andrew sold 2 PDA today. *applause* he's the only one who had sales today.
then there's this young director from some company gave me his name card. and asked me to give him a message. He asked whether I'm a chinese cause I look pretty like a mixed. lol-ness.
I'm a so damm pure chinese. wtf.
and there's this cute fellow that wanted to date me for 5 mins all this while. Oh well, I went lunch with him =) lol.
and well. He turned out today.
we are impossible. Give up is a better choice. you would definitely feel better. please I would say. sigh~
Had been wearing make-up a lot these days. er. I don't use make up at all last time. so... 4 times per week is really a lot to me.
Make-up free. clean face with hair pinned-up! lol. that's me at home =)
I look like pig. many people told me that. hmmm.
I received letter from UTAR today. *EXCITED* wtf. I'm offered to pursue the course I chose there. why UTAR? LOL. there's no where to pursue chinese study other than UTAR. *there's one at JOHOR, freaking far* why CHINESE STUDIES? my interest. some people understand the importance of chinese. know what I can do after my study. and gave me lots of support. and some people just don't understand. they are like.... huh? ! chinese? why... useless lerr. *just like howe thoon* he told me this last night. hmmm. whatever is it. I love it and so I'm studying it. That's all.
yeay!! 26th MAY.
Last night was a bad night. Dad reached home early. and I was laying down on the sofa watching my favourite korean drama that time. He chase me off and said that he wants to sit there. I was pissed, cause there's so many other places to sit, but why there. & so I showed tempered. Dad starts to show his tempered too, scolding me for not being polite. wtf. I ws speechless and so I keep my mouth shut. My sister start to fight back. saying my dad is the one who being rude first. My dad got mad and switched off the tv. wtf-ness wei.
My sister and I was damm pissed off. I msg-ed my friends. They asked me to chill. and understand maybe my dad had some problems during work that's why he's acting that way. I couldn't accept it at first. I keep insisting that he should respect me.
Awhile later, I'm able to chill. I think back what happened. & I guess I don't deserve to be respect when I didn't respect my dad too. and yeah, he must be tired after working the whole day. sigh. I guess I really got to learn being more understanding. and not simply showing tempered.
My sister and I did this. when we locked ourselves in the room. We draw it using only cosmetic. Lipsticks, lip gloss, eye shadow, eye liner, mascara.... wtf-ness.
did nothing much today. went yum cha with thoon & junyih. junyih is satisfied by looking at his girl outside her house. so effin sweet. after that I forced thoon to walk home with me. *yeah, jun yih is driving* but I desperately want to get home earlier. continue my Sailormoon episode. wtf right. lol. but he' s nice enough to walk me home =)
lol. & my mind goes wrong today. falling into the past? *whack forehead* gosh. what am I thinking?
FUCK soft hearted, I need to be tough! =)
& thanks to friends that know what exactly happened. and talked to me. much appreciated.
yours truly
Tzia Tzia a.k.a Cherlin.
UTAR PJ
Turns eighteen on this 4th of July.
An attest chocoloate indulger.
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